So I Wonder Is this How Things Are Going To Be

Journal People :

Things on my end are starting to become more and more realistic. I turned eighteen (1-8) approximately 3 weeks ago. I graduate June 1,2014 and, then it will be time to begin that new chapter in life. Honestly, being real right now, I'm scared.This shit has been weighing heavy over my head ready to fucking fall. I don't know how/what my life is going to consist of.We all say what we WANT to happen(predicting).But we really don't know.Guess you just have to put on yo armor, prepare for the obstacles and buckle your seat belts for all the ups and downs to come.

The Realist

So as I close this year, its starting to hit me more and more, #Life is getting real. I'm taking the steps into being a young adult and honestly I'm scared with how the rest of my life will turn out. Here lately, I've been feeling some type of way, that has been taking a toll on me. Maybe its the devil trying to fuck me up mentally. Or maybe its, the simple fact that I FEEL like I've been living a lie..........